lunes, 6 de septiembre de 2010


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martes, 17 de agosto de 2010


Thank you for caring for me.
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miércoles, 21 de julio de 2010


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martes, 6 de julio de 2010


You must be reading this hehe, I'm struggling with the decision of showing you this right now or tomorrow o.o well it's actually tomorrow XD (Tuesday)
hard! hard! hard!
Well, as I won't be ble to write tomorrow another entry I'll write this one as it was the last and at the end I think I'll go to sleep not after showing you this cause I don't think I'll be on much tomorrow, my backpack isn't ready... I have't even started it yet shhhhh.
Today I've been editing this site n_n It once stuck and I had to do it again -.- the changes I mean. It looks kinda weird isn't it -looks at blog- well, I hope that if you like it we can change stuff together =D I hope.

As I said first this thing I made is to keep memories and ideas, and thoughts, feelings, whatever we have in mind. :) I hope you like it :D although I couldn't keep the thing of writing everyday, believe me I tried hard.
Weeeeeeell, this is it. This is what I have been working, what I said you would have to read if you wanted, tho it isn't much is it? xD If you don't like it , don't be afraid to tell me. I'll understand n_n I just hope you don't get mad at me o.o don't ask why but I have that fear.

We have changed, I don't know it if it for good or for bad but I can say it has changed our friendship as well. I'm no one to judge it, it just has changed. As everything does, I wish it didnt but what can I do? I just can be there for whenever you need me, tho thinking I won't be here this Wednesday makes me feel bad >_< tho I don't think I'll do much of a change would I? -shrugs- I don't know. Everytime that you say you're going to the hospital, it reminds me to that day I woke up early just to talk to you before you left to the hospital; you said I shouldn't have but I really wanted to cause it's important to have someone to talk with in the hard moments. I believe that. And everytime you say you're going I worry and I wonder how you are, cause you're my friend and you're important to me. We might be far away, but I still consider you my best friend and no matter what I always will. Even tho if we end up talking with just a "nod" I will, even tho if there's no words at all.. I still will do.

I'll be gone for four days o.o it's a looot! And I'll miss you as I did last time. I hope you the best for these four days and the best on your appointment this Wednesday, I know I always say "Everything will go alright" but I do because that's something I have in my head that refuses to go no matter if the worst thing happen to me in the day I think it, cause at the end it will go alright, it might take time but it will. Am I too positive? People have told me haha "Your positiveness kills me"... But as I always say then, and I always keep saying: It will go alright. -hugs-

I gotta go, I wish I could write much more cause I have much inside to write right now but I can't keep my eyes opened for once... it's very late now, I should have known... and I have to wake up early for Fer's exposition.

As for this site, I really enjoyed making it. Kind of letters to my friend :) the memories of long, sad, happy,funny, me-being-a-dumb days. Hope you like it.
I still say that the look is weird XD I couldn't find a cool background for it =/ as I told you when I ws looking for, I hoped you had one or had the idea for one but I didn't know how to explain myself without revealing the plan hahaha well, you'll tell me when I come back ;) ... please?

Hope you have a great night, rest well, sweet dreams!
Love you and will miss you lots!! -lots of hugs-

Your Universe Seeker
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domingo, 4 de julio de 2010


I hope you had a good day today =) 4 July, big day isn't it? I wonder what they do around there in this day. Independence Day, I like it here n_n in September it is really cool, I bet it is there as well :)

How was your day? I hope it was good, and if you felt bad or that bad headache dared to make its appearance I hope both things went away.
I fell today x______________________________x we went to the park, I had to rent these skates cause I couldn't find mine and in the process of teaching Fer how to skate round the skating rink she fell -.- and while trying to help her up the sloping and the force made me fall forward x_x did that make sense at all? O.o I'm not thinking right now haha well, point is both of us ended up x_x my whole body hurts! XD I hit my knees, my elbows and I'm glad I didn't hit in the head. Actually Fer didn't suffer any harm in that fall, but in the second one she had O.o that really was bad O.O but good it wasn't serious.

My computer was being used by my mum, hers had a little inconvenient with a virus and by tomorrow she'll have it again. But in the times I could use mine I was cleaning up the hotmail account, I have decided to clean it up three times a week so I don't end up with the infinite number of emails like last time XD... going back to the subject, I was cleaning it and saw that email of instructables. It had lots of links to different projects but this one was the coolest. I saw it and made me think of you as I said, of Universe Seekers hehe. Imagine the ceiling full of stars O.O I wouldn't use that phrase that I'm getting used to say "I'm looking at the imaginary stars of my ceiling" cause actually they'd look like stars at least haha. And and you could see the stars as well, without those clouds out refusing to show those little sparkling shiny dots and not having to blow them away ;)

Fer saw the project too -chuckles- she loved it as much as I did when I saw it, so... if I'm planning to do that to my room, which would last a bit and end up being a complete mess knowing me, I'll have to work double cause I'm sure she'll want the same for hers hehe theeeeeeeeeen it would be a double mess! Hahaha. Well, I could show it to you in that little space I had when I stole my comp, sounds funny XD steal my own comp, and then I had to go =/

Well, as I'm stealing it again to write this hahaha, I think I should go to bed and try to sleep. Mum is kidnapping me to go with her to her school probably and I have to wake up early -.-' but you know something? Im lazy XD

Here's the link once again of the instructable

And the awesome video:

Hope you're having a good night and resting well, sweeeeeeet dreams!!

Your Universe Seeker
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miércoles, 30 de junio de 2010


I know I haven't wrote much, the objective of this was to write everysingle day before I leave for these holidays O.o but I sometimes couldn't or or didn't know exactly what to write, writers block they say. I've tried my best to keep the objective up but I have failed -.-' I'm sorry.

Buuuuuuuuut! Here I am ;) writing something still even if it is my apologize for not writing much haha, well no that's not the point of this post <.< it was actually to tell you how important you are to me my friend =) I'm glad I met you tho, at first it was kind of different you could say but still I'm glad I did n_n

Well, gotta go -pouts- people pushing ¬¬ ¬¬ ¬¬ I'll be back tomorrow ok? =)
Have a good night and rest well, sweet dreams!!

Your Universe Seeker
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domingo, 27 de junio de 2010


Hello my friend,
I miss you. I know we talked but I have the feeling I miss you. I don't know if something happened, don't know if it's me. If it is I'm sorry, I'd appreaciate if you told me when I come back. For now, I think I'll leave things continue with its course. These last days I've got the feeling as well, that I don't know anything that is happening with you anymore, and I think maybe you think the same about me, yesterday was more random stuff than talking. I'm not saying it is bad, no, no...Well, I really don't know how to explain myself -.-' sorry >_< And not that I know nothing, but aaaaah don't know how to explain =/
It was scary the thing that happened to you =S >_< aaaah o.o -hides you again-

Well, hope you feel better my friend!

Good night, have sweet dreams, rest well.
Love you and miss you!

Your Universe Seeker Friend.
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sábado, 26 de junio de 2010


Hi there!!

I missed you today >_< grrrrrrrrrrr dumb messages TT____________________________________TT
Today was weird -.- and sad and angry... Anyways... I wrote this today when my mobile died and the only thing I had to keep myself away from dying from boredom was a notebook and a pen ;D

Universe Seekers,
watching the sky,
two stargazers,
up in the night.

Yeah -.- it's all I could write -.- inspiration abandoned me DX but well, I tried =)

Have a good night, rest well and sweet dreams!!
Love you and Miss you!

Your Universe Seeker
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miércoles, 23 de junio de 2010






-.- couldn't do more today -.- time passed sooooo slowly -.-
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martes, 22 de junio de 2010



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lunes, 21 de junio de 2010


I had this song stuck on head all day XD Kizzy showed it to me not so long ago n_n so now that I could pass this to computer I show it to you =D

Well, have a good night, rest well and sweet dreams!
Hope you don't get the song stuck XD
Love you and Miss you!
Your Universe Seeker
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domingo, 20 de junio de 2010


>_< Sorry, not really in the mood to write right now...


Hope you had a goodnight, rested well and had sweet dreams.
Love you and Miss you!

Your Universe Seeker
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sábado, 19 de junio de 2010


Hi, I'm writing this to say...

I do -pouts- I don't know how you were until I had the chance of sneaking a bit through my dad's mobile hehe, but unfortunately he had to go to work so I had to log off TT_TT
I saw your status o.o why did you cry? Watched a sad episode was my first thought but I really don't know -sniffles- I poked-tackled-tickled-hugged you as fast as I could o.o XD Dad was being pushy to recover his phone hehehe.

How did your day end yesterday? Was it good? Did you sleep well? On my side I couldn't sleep DX I had this awful coughing every two minutes that when I could actually "sleep" coughing came again to ruin it grrrr.. so I was kind of a zombie andreally don't know how did I end in my mom's bed XD It sounds weird and funny I know haha but yes, I ended there for a reason and even more strange was the fact that I could finally sleep.

By the way, Pau says hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! (Actually it was a huge hi I could keep it going with the ·i·'s XD)

Well, I should go to sleep or at least try to.
Have a good night and rest well, Sweet dreams!!
Love you and Miss you!
Your Universe Seeker friend
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viernes, 18 de junio de 2010



This is all written in a piece of paper haha, as I don't have the charger and yeah you know the whole story hehe. Well I'm gonna post this in the date where it belongs when I get it back, meanwhile... Hi pen and notebook!! By the way I'm gonna write as the way it appeared in my mind and arrived to the posting boxy, so it might sound a bit funny/weird XD

Today I told you about this. Yep, this is the thing I was talking about when I said you would have to read a lot, if you wanted to as I said as well, if you don't well, it is ok. :)
Why the charger thingy had to die? DX I'm gonna miss you -pouts- and the worst thing is I don't know when I'm coming back ¬¬ but well, I'm gonna find the way to sneak in and say at least a hi? or a hug, or a poke, or a tackle, or a tickle o.o XD

It was a good day for us as far as I know, the mobile died and I don't really know how it is gonna end on your side. -sniffles-

Well, have a good night, rest well and sweet dreams :)
Love you and miss you!
Your Universe Seeker Friend
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jueves, 17 de junio de 2010


Hi again,
I had written something but I thought it was better to delete it >_< too hurtful for both of us.
Why is it to me that we start days good but then when time goes by to the afternoon we end up with no words?
I wonder why, in that time I miss you and time goes so slow...

Worth to remember:

It's really good to see you happy. It makes me glad indeed.

Have a good night and sweet dreams!
Miss you and Love you!!

Your Universe Seeker F.
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I found this and reminded me of us: let's hope ;D and never give up.

Read as listening it is kinda fast hahaXD

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Today, we didn't talk much.

I was sick and I know you weren't feeling any better than me. I woke up and tried to clean up my room then fell asleep. When I woke up again I got onto msn to see if you were there and yep, you were. We talked for a couple of minutes then I went to clean up my room. I was off, ghosty, but I wasn't gone. Finished cleaning up then started talking to you again. As far as I know we were talking good -nods-

Time passed until the day became night, through the evening the words were escaping from us slowly. I fell asleep sewing,woke up and talked again asking for forgiveness. You did, and told me to rest. But I had to continue sewing. I think we were talking again good but a bit slowly, I'm sorry if I can't remember well -.-' cold is getting one me right now. I fell asleep once more and woke up with a piece of clothe stuck to my cheek. I talked again but you didn't replied. I talked and talked but nothing o.o I was afraid I had done something. I waited and meanwhile I was rp-ing with someone I owed from so long >_< , until she asked where I was from "Let me guess...You're from UK right?... No...LA...No...Miami...No... I told her nope, it's a bit far from there. She kept on guessing...Alabama...No... I give up... Mexico... Darn, New Mexico?...Nope, Mexico... Darn, Mexico? And you get Doctor Who there?...Not actually but I know where I can see it... OK."

And that was the last reply I got. No message from myspace. I felt disappointed, does nationality matters? I don't think so -.-' but that happening reminded me of the day I told you where I was from. It wasn't me as I am now -nods- I know you remember it too, but I remember being at school, just after the community trip. I had been thinking on the way to school how to tell you, why? Cause I didn't want another lie, I had enough... tho those made you happy for a while, I wanted that to be truth, cause I wanted to take photos of the place I live and show them to you as you said you wanted to travel someday but you couldn't for now. I was looking out of the window thinking and smacking my forehead against the glass. I arrived school, ran up to the computers room and turned one on. I talked to you through the MySpace bar, we were talking as always until I told you. I really thought you were gonna get mad for me not to tell you before, or that you wouldn't like it as this person a while ago. I was afraid of losing your friendship, that's why the smacking and struggling to find the words. It finally came out of my mouth but you went off. Something within me felt heavy, like squeezing my chest and my head went heavy as well, I thought you had gotten mad at me and you had left. I picked up my backpack, closed all the other windows I had opened beside MySpace and waited there looking at the screen for minutes. But nothing... I felt sad, can't deny it and had taken the decision of leaving when suddenly you showed up and said you were sorry, that your net had took you off or was it MySpace?... Thing is, it took you off. You told me you didn't care where I was from, cause what cared was my heart. I know those words could have had different meaning from now, I don't know. But that you weren't mad at me and that you were still my friend made me happy. I stayed there at school and talked with you for a long while until I had to go home.

I remembered that while you were gone on MSN, you showed up and you had fell asleep. You asked me why I was disappointed as you had seen my status, I told you what happened, you hugged me and told me they didn't know what they were missing. Thing is, they aren't missing much -nods- but yeah, what happened hurt anyway. We kept talking and yet the words were escaping from us again, with escaping I mean, they refused to come as we weren't talking much. Time passed and we weren't talking at all for several minutes, you became blah feeling. Then you missed lots of people... I don't know if that was just after I said about Martha, who you said you missed too, only you know the answer about that. You became sad, much sadder and I wanted to help. I tried tickling but you grabbed my hands and told me not to. I nodded and obeyed. You said you missed people, that they seemed to be gone, I told you they could have been doing things that made them busy or something was going on that didn't let them go near. You said you knew. I didn't know what to say but hug you, I thought and thought how could I make you feel better at least a bit. Before, it was little bit easier, now it has been harder. I felt sad I couldn't help you and felt sad cause you were sad. After a while of the long hug you asked if I was making you sad, I told you no because I didn't want you to be sadder cause you made me sad. I think you noticed it, I don't know -.- I still wanted to help and I will always do, but I couldn't find the way. I went for that little while to find the velcro, thruth was that I needed to breathe too. I came back and after a bit, you got into your box breaking the hug. You said -hides in box-

I saw the box and took it as I want space... or kind of want to be alone feeling. So I just "looked" at your box, you said "Mine!"... Time after you punched a hole on the box and looked at me, then you hugged your knees. I hadn't done anything for giving you the space of your box, but when you hugged your knees I passed my hand through the whole you had done holding it out, you looked at it, I kept it... I waited 6 minutes for an answer, each minute that passed I looked at the conversation window and at the 6th I was gonna write I had taken it back but you answered, it relieved me. You know, I see that box... as your space, as your own world; everytime we're talking and you hide in your box, means to me that you want space to be sad, or to cry... or something... So I respect it, but you making that hole on the box to see me through made me think that I can be part of it a bit. I kept holding your hand as we talked and you told me Donna had pointed you out that everytime one of us was sad, the other was too. I told you we had known that a while ago, also said it was different from what you used to see it, I've always seen it as friendship. And I really, really, really hope that link between us never disappears.

We talked about not losing hope, never ever lose it. Remember that all the time. But at a time you didn't reply, so I thought to give you space. I said I was going to do that but I'd be there if you wanted to talk, I meant I was gonna be "offline" you took it as if I was going to go already. Those pills T___________T I hate those pills the Doctor gave you ¬¬ they make you sad when they're supposed to fight sadness ¬¬
I made them go boom, you told me if I carried a boom with me; to which I answered just in case you wanted to blow up something... did that make you mad? or sad? If it did -.- I'm sorry >_<

Good night!
Love you and Miss you!
Your Universe Seeker friend.
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Today I start

From this day on, my friend, I start with this blog for you. To write this space brings me memories, but as I have always thought, writing what you feel makes you feel better (at least a bit)
We've been through lots of things this year, yep, a year. I've made you feel bad sometimes, I'm really sorry for that

For the Universe Seekers!
Shall this friendship last forever.

-huge hug-

Here I start the beginning without end.
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